From the Blue Bus....
Hey hey finally on the way to Sharm El-Sheik as we had some delay at Suez due to security checks and after some of the travelers from the group of men went somewhere, I think for food and coffee as they were yapping nearly all night long and now they are asleep after the food. Well maybe I’m not in midlife crisis age as I’m fine not like them all fat and sleepy 😊 On the other side they had some laugh last night… did not understand Arabic but they were all laughing like children so maybe midlife crisis is somewhere in between being tired and being funny 😊 well I have plenty of time to figure it out on my travels as I hope to spend at least year on the road and will do all I can to make it happen. Also need to investigate the effect of younger girls on middle aged man as don’t believe anyone until you tried yourself as they say. So far the meetings with various people were only positive and help me learned few things about myself and helped me move up in development of my personality, soul and mind. I’m grateful for everyone I met in my life and all the things that happened to me “maybe not grateful for all things that happened to me “ but now I see lessons in each of them however traumatic they were as only when I ask myself a question what was the lesson in this and that I could see it through and reduce amount of suffering and negativity as at the end I’m responsible for my actions and through them to results as law of action / reaction is very valid. When I sit here in first class wide leather seat of Blue Bus and sweating my ass off as you do on leather seats I’m watching the dessert passing by through and now a massive mountain range on my left, what a surprise. Maybe that is the mount Sinai which I want to climb, while here. By watching such a desolate and empty space my mind become empty too and when this happens I can understand some of the lessons and actions I took or did not took as both define me, the ones I did not took even more as then I was holding back from true myself, which is not what suppose to be. I’m not reacting on first hunch anymore but breathe a bit before reply to text, message, email or question and firstly observe my emotions and then when they are gone I’m ready to respond in my true self and not get drag into emotional shit of others. I love people and I think that I need to meet them as I’m social person but now I’m not the first clown on the stage, rather the observant for few initial moments and then when I satisfy my observation I decide how to approach / react to the situations experienced. Call this trip a midlife crisis travels as when you are in midlife you are evaluate your life and future as what next and I decided to try to change county from Ireland to Japan and see where that will bring me but also keep open mind to go with flow as sometimes is good to have master plan of major aim but leave the individual steps on destiny / intuition or flow of whatever makes me happy. Midlife crisis or not I do enjoy travelling, whenever I want and where my bank account allows me of course as all cost money and once the flying is over the ground travel is cheap and more interesting as when I travel on the ground I meet people, observe habits, culture, language etc. Therefore I will keep flying only in between continents and rest will be done by buses, trains and other methods of public transport. This way I might see more of inspiring things and this was inspire my own development to increase my intuition as when my mind is empty I can see the flow and I want to see and go with the flow. One more hour to go so lunch will be probably in Sharm El-Sheik before continue to Dahab.
